Me and Kelly's back together!!

hello everyone! i just got home from softball and i am WORE out. i have never been so tired and i really don't know why i'm so tired b/c today was a short practice and all we did was hit. but ever since i had the flu i have just been so tired. so i'm gonna go take a nap. lol. maybe that'll help. but anyways i'm out. t2u l8er. i love you! bye doll!

I wish I could find this guy…..

I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams.
I'm the guy who will text you and tell you "i miss you and wish you were here" just because.
I'm the guy who will blindfold you, take you to the beach and let you run your toes through the sand then make you guess where we are.
I'm the guy who will show up at your games (or competitions or meets) without you knowing just to surprise you.
I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears.
I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats and a big t-shirt.
I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to.
I'm the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well.
I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead.
I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk.
I'm the guy who's excited all day because im looking forward to our date that night.
I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more.
I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room.
I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling.
I'm the guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or where he's been or who he's been with.
I'm the guy who's not afraid to tell his friends how much he likes you.
I'm the guy who isn't always trying to act like a hard butt around you.
I'm the guy who doesn't care about your imperfections and loves you more for them.
I'm the guy who will hold you while we watch the sunset.
I'M THE GUY WHO REALLY WANTS TO MAKE YOU THE HAPPIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD.

Well folks..me and Blake went from extremely serious to 3 months of not talking back to pretty serious to just friends that are "casually" dating. But I'm not okay with the just casually dating part but I guess I'll have to be until he's ready..but I'm not gonna wait on him for 4ever. Life's too short. So he better be deciding VERY quick on whether he wants me in his life as a friend or as more than that. I know I'm only 17 but I really do love him and I can't picture not being with him. I mean this might be for the best but right now I do not think it is....what got me is that when I was talkin to him last night he was like I still love you and I was like don't tell me that when you're sitting here sayin we're too serious and need to take it slow and be friends...don't tell me stuff like that. But I guess we'll see how this ends up, hopefully whatever happens will be for the best........